

The world through my eyes.Who is Ephyon?The world through my eyes.
More specifically, WHAT is Ephyon?
No one can seem to provide solid answers, not even the being in question. All I can say is that deep down inside, I am tormented by not being able to understand myself.
I am different. I don't feel as regular humans do, I don't think in the same way that most people do. I'm cold, unloving, closed off, which stems ironically from my deep and pressing need to solve the mysteries of life - both my own and everybody elses - before I can go on to experience intimate and caring human relationships. Don't get me wrong, there are people in my life who I love and cherish deep


HonestlyIt made sense last night in a long forgotten yet familiarly obscure memory of a dream whilst lying in limbo between thoughts and dreams myself.Honestly
A ghost lies in my head, haunting I bravely tracked it down and faced it but I don't yet know just what it was that haunted the far corner of my mind, or if it still resides there.
I'm interestingly confused as to whether fate writes my life, or if I do, or if I write the fate, unknowingly. I can see the path now that I've walked it, but could only imagine it in the past. And has my fear manif


Divinity InfinityDancing coloured lights flick across the sky It's like falling into a dream, and you're still awake Very alert, yet at the same time surreal Inside a world like Earth but like a dream Nobody knows, and nobody's here Inside my mind but outside in life Ten thousand things to see at one time You walk past them all but you shouldn't. Inside of yourself you're become this thing Not the innocent ball of imagination you were born From the other side, it seems boring out here Inviting you into my dream Nobody says you can't do it but you It's like falling into a dream whileDivinity Infinity


EighteenI'd have thought it had ended by now, and they lived happily ever after, but you were taught better than to assume. In equal and opposite reaction the cocoon blossomed and bloomed, stomach rips apart to birth the monster deep inside. I felt it brewing. I knew it couldn't last forever, I know my own luck, it's non-existent yet still it comes as a surprise I didn't see it, it grew behind my eyes. Every vessel held so much but now I can't breathe, can't go backward in time except for that one moment, the key and weakness, dark desire not to fight but fuel the monEighteen
"I haven't been to this site in so long, and when I return I realise it's the same old things I had already learnt yet only illustrated further. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. This Idle-Tears debarcle intrigues me though I must say. We learn many things from people, and from observation. Some people seem so sure of themselves when you can clealy see they are not even close to understanding themselves, let alone be prepared to understand the world around them. Truth is profound, and unfortunately some people illustrate it without even seeing it. It's almost reassuring to know that in such a transient ever-changing world, some things will always remain the same. Keep doing what you're doing."
I always do, 'tho there are times when too much is asked and you must let go, all must choose their own path, in the choosing they make their way.
"Thoughts on consexual sex between man and beast".... do you know much about Madame Blavatsky and the 7 Root Races of man?
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Goodbye the future's sold out, there's no use screaming
Who thought we'd ever get this far?
Tonight your faith has come down to money and a TV,
I know you must be upset I can't find meaning
I'm sorry, we're sorry, we're all scared, all scared...
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Goodbye the future's sold out, there's no use screaming
Who thought we'd ever get this far?
Tonight your faith has come down to money and a TV,
I know you must be upset I can't find meaning
I'm sorry, we're sorry, we're all scared, all scared...
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